let the heart sail on.

My head is throbbing & I'm snotting & crying all over the place.Getting your heart smooshed never gets easier,it still fucking hurts.

I know that if "it was meant to happen,it would have happened",but you know,none of that philosophical shit means anything when all you want to do is find some non-horrifying way to purge your heart from your body.


I'm just really sad,for now,& it's alright. One day I'll wake up & that hurt won't be there anymore,but for now I'll cry copious amounts of tears & wipe snot off with the sleeve of my jumper because I can & because I'm a classy lady.